Wish I wasn’t so scared of the future’s uncertainty. 

During dinner with a friend we got on the subject of life after college.  Can’t say I’ve been able to have this conversation with anyone or even get close to it.  So obviously that subject ended quickly.  The future is so daunting and I hate to say it, but it really scares me.  I can’t even talk about it.

So I’ve been getting back into the routine of being constantly tired and never having any free time.  Can’t say I’m complaining though because life is really good right now.  Not that life hasn’t been good for a while cause it has so I’m pretty thankful for a lot of things.  Been feeling so blessed lately, and seeing others around me just as happy makes life even better.  God is good.

Not ready to say goodbye to summer, not ready for school, not ready to grow up, not ready for life.